This is just something I wrote, that I didn't want to lose

Better watch your step girl
Cause one day it's gonna come outta nowhere.
And there's no way you'll be ready.
He's gonna watch, and wait, until you're through
Ready to give up, and yell 'screw you'
Then he'll be the best, and ever so kind
You'll see it coming
Bam, he's mine.
We're gonna watch and wait.
Until I'm through, until i'm done
And then, son
I'll be gone.
Goodbye, it's over, bonne nuit
No one could ever save me
Until now, I've never thought to stay.
Just hold my arms forever around you, and I'll never leave
Don't ever let go
Don't ever forget me.

How can words affect me so?

Current Mood - Sickish, angry, pleasantly pleased
Current Music - None, although I am listening to House.

SO I'm officially getting sick. I missed school yesterday because my body temperature was fluctuating, and my stomach was queasy, and I had a huge headache. Today, my throat is uber scratchy, and my nose is running faster than a sprinter. Plus, I'm really pissed at my mom, who insists on taking over my science work. It only annoys me becasue I'm a teenage girl, and my mother is trying to be a part of my life. What do you expect?
Anyways, yesterday was uber chill after I went home. I watched The Princess Bride with Nils, and then I watched Robin Hood; Men in Tights. Wicked movies. Soccer practice at 7pm, which was okay, we've got some new players, and that means we'll have an actual team!
Tim's getting me a ticket to Music n' Motion, which is awesome, cause like, it's Music n' Motion!! But, that weekend, I will have a Saturday piano recital, Sunday M n' M, and Monday, Band concert. Crazy music weekend eh?
Today I went to the Theatre Calgary play, The Overcoat. Wow, it was wicked. There was no dialogue, but they danced a lot, and used Dimitri Shostacovitch's music. It was amazing. I really loved the horns, when they came in, obviously. But the play was so cool. I won't describe it here, but I loved it.
So, lately, words have been really hitting me hard. Not nesscessairly bad, but definitely odd. I mean, one phone message made my day. The words on the page in front of me when I read make me think so much harder than I ever have before. I dunno, just random thoughts. But how can words touch me so?
That's pretty much all I have to update. Wow, quick one today.

Quotes:
"Your boobs are yours and Tim's alone!" - Spencer. I'll explain this one only to people who actually want to know.
"What'd you do Gympie?" - My neighbor Janet, when she came to look at Nils's possibly sprainend ankle, after he fell down the stairs.
"I want to date her right now!" - Morgan and Sarah, after Jessica told them what she did for Josh's birthday.

Silicone sister with the manager mister; told me I got what it takes.

So today was a pretty wicked day. We went to Drumheller and to the Royal Tyrell Museum. Which I haven't been to in like, two years, so I really missed it. My favourite room is still the glass-bottomed one about the Precambrian organisms. I actually have a favourite Precambrian organism. *blush* Opabinia. It's a pretty wicked organism!!
I found a bracelet that I forgot I had today. It's got all the crests of Austria on it. It used to be my mother's and I think she got it from my grandfather, who was Austrian. It's quite nice, and I really like it, but it's too big for my wrist, and it keeps slipping. Ich liebe dich Opa.

Anyways, the band room will be locked on Tuesday, which will kinda suck, cause where will I go to leave it all behind?? And where will I talk to Robyn??

Quotes:
"Magic School Bus in Hebrew!!!" - Sean
Not real quotes today, sorry y'all.

REVISION

Okay, you're allowed to Google again. But I think the rule is, you have to understand why I put it there. You'll get points just for trying.
Titles are now googleable, however, any BEFORE this post are not counted as points. The last post was from a song called, "King of Morning, Queen of Day" by Horselips.
I know this is an excellent revision Tim.

Love would find a way.

Current Mood - Strangely depressed and ecstatic at the same time
Current Music - Lay Down - The Bills
Bamfield's Johnny Uanden - The Bills

So, Thursday was a pretty nice day. At school, we started reading "Le Petit Prince" aka, "The Little Prince" in French class. I love that book so much. Science was lame, unsually so. Gym was actually quite good, even though we were doing volleyball, one of my least favourite sports. Social, we paniced a bit, cause I couldn't print the flag, and long story short, everyone's presentations kinda sucked, cause no one knew who was what country. I was very bored in FLA yesterday and today, so I just wrote some poetry.
After school, I re-made the Turkish delight, and went to the Drama Company thing at school with Nils, Tim, and Kelsie. Most of them were very powerful, and quite amazing. Congrats to everyone in it!!! My favourite part was most definitely "Addiction" preformed by Fanta. Wow, is she good. Second favourite was when Alex Oswell, a boy with Down Syndrome got up and preformed a piece about having Down Syndrome and being at school. I send some extra congradulations to him, it's hard just to get up there when you don't have any disabilites at all.
For some reason, they made Intermission 30mins long. I mean, Tom Sawyer was only 15. In the second Act, there was a little piece about parents. I reacted quite strongly to the girl talking about playing her sport, and parents not really accepting that. I know Tim noticed.
Friday was actually a pretty good day. I got to school at a decent time, so that i actually had time to hang with my friends.. Science and FLA were normal, a little crazy in science, and then FLA, I wrote some more.
Lunches are too short on Fridays. Only 15 minutes, but at least we get a lunch. Pauvre Tim =)
But I'm glad I sit next to Chealsea in band now. Much better than the end. And I really quite miss Sean and Tim. Vous deux sont mes meilleurs.

Insipration in French Class

All it seems I want to do
I don't know why I feel like this
Is just think of you
Cause it's really nothing more than a kiss
So let me fall away
It's not something I can hold, that I can put around my neck
Don't let me see the day
But I can use it, always, to check
The light can't hide all that I've done
That you care, and that I matter
The dark hides my lacking sun
Even when I just chatter
It's everyday, all the time
But how do I know, when you've already had
That I remember that you are mine
My two friends, how do I compare to them?
It's black and white, not so clear
Did you treat them the same, better or worse?
Every bit of me sees you here
Why is it them that come to mind
All I can do, is imagine, me and you
When you hold me, and speak so kind
Not a choice that I tried to make, but only what I spake
And then you just think of getting caught
Was treason, what say I?
And my worrying, it seems, is for naught
When I regret, that look in your eye
When I told you what I've missed
Tells me that I've forgotten
You're just shocked, I know you can't believe it
You've never gotten that I'm the one
You've got the lines, and the touch
Whose ideas outrank my sun
Just a bit, it's not too much
Which has gone behind the cloud and back
When you wrap your arms around me
But never did I attack
It's like I'll forever be there in safety
That cloud
When you're gone, it's like I'm empty
Merely, ignore, worked around
The warmth that was there, gone
Lost, never found
When I'm with you, I realize how inadequate I feel
It comes and goes
I'm not the best, I'm undeserving
Gone longer than it stays
Of someone so special as you
A silence, so broken by that which I fight
The jokes you make, the things you do
I'll say it another way only if I can
Make me remember, everyday why I want you
But will it make sense
Sometimes, I wish you were here
To those who don't know what I am?
Others, I think it's better you're not
Each day, I try, to combat
You make it awkward, you make it odd
A waste a wretch, someone you know not
Trying to keep it all together
That's me, can't you see
I still come back
No one knows it, but really, I am
To that feeling you give me
I'm silent, but deadly, only to myself
Forbidden or not
It's not to be explained, only to be known
To those of you who were smart enough to look between the lines
That I am not what I seem
These are two different poems
Shocking as it is, it's true
The small one and the big one
When I'm not black, I'm blue
If you think you know who I mention in both
You've brought me out, I'm not a shell
Let me know.
You think you know me, but you can't
This is filler to make it all look the same
There's only one, and he's not mine
This is filler to make it all look the same
He's ours, and I know she's broken
This is filler to make it all look the same
It's hard, I can't think
This is filler to make it all look the same
What should happen, if not, we'll sink
This is filler to make it all look the same
But you're mine, and you understand
This is filler to make it all look the same
The rest don't get it, and neither do I
This is filler to make it all look the same
Sometimes
This is filler to make it all look the same
You say the things I've never been told
This is filler to make it all look the same
What I don't mind
This is filler to make it all look the same
It's something odd, inside of me
This is filler to make it all look the same
I knew, but I didn't
This is filler to make it all look the same
I do, but I don't
This is filler to make it all look the same
Much as I'd like to think I'm different
This is filler to make it all look the same
I know that I'm not
This is filler to make it all look the same
There's only two who think I'm special
This is filler to make it all look the same
And to them only, am I.

Scoreboard update

NEW RULE: YOU CANNOT GOOGLE THE TITLE, YOU HAVE TO GUESS IT YOURSELF. (Sean!)

Other than that, Sean's in the lead with 60 points
Everyone else, you'd better get on it!!