She came in through the bathroom window!

Current Mood - Beatles-crazy, head-over-heels
Current Music - Why Don't We Do It In The Road? - The Beatles
Walk of Life - Spice Girls
Can you feel the love tonight? - Elton John

Wow.
So, I just saw 'Across the Universe' again.
And I went to Rain (The Beatles Experience) friday.
WOW.
I'm totally adoring them right now. My CD player currently holds The Who (Endless Wire; thank you Grant!), Wolfmother, The Beatles (aka, the White Album) and The Beatles 1. (5 disc changer) I just flick on one of the three Beatles, and groove. Oh wow. AtU was as amazing as ever. It's just an incredible movie...I love watching it and finding all the random quotes from Beatles songs. Ex, "I told meself, when I'm 64..." " 'Where'd she come from?' 'She came in through the bathroom window' " Tehe. So bad, but sooo funny.
I finally bought Sean a birthday gift saturday night. I was in Chapters, looking at the comic collections, and thought to myself "Sean wanted a comic collection...but which....I know! I'll call him!" Now that we've lost all the surprise to buying each other birthday gifts....Oh well, I'm very happy. I'm getting a t-shirt of my favourite xkcd, AND I bought my dad and myself an Ian Rankin novel. He writes amazing British crime fiction. I read the book "Naming of the Dead" over the summer, and I'm now completely addicted.
I'm really going crazy, I think. I'm doing so much, and I'm changing so much. It's actually rather odd. Meh.
Oh god...Grant, child...you have changed my mind, majorly.
I'm sure I could have quotes from debates today, but, no, too tired. =P

Things that made my day:
Seeing Sean
Miko and Russel winning, Kees getting 1st speaker
skipping two classes.

I'm back. Riot in the streets.

Current Mood - Tired, midly angry.
Current Music - None

So, yeah. I'm back. I've decided I have enough on my mind that I'm going to try and blog again. No garuntees about how often, but I'll try.
Soo, life's been pretty weird. I'm confused a lot lately. Like, one minute, I'm really happy, hyper, acting like I'm five. James can attest to this. Next, I'm like, super angry, for no reason. And it's no use blaming PMS, because this is happening all the time. Another reason I'm trying to blog. Gets stuff off my mind/chest.
I guess...one of the biggest things that's bugging me, is Grant. That may seem odd, but, when I'm with him, I'm over the moon, as any girl would be. But, when we're not together, when it's been a couple days since I've seen him, I get angry. For no reason. He's lost his phone again, which bugs me, cause we don't always talk on MSN every night. But at least we'd try and text. Lots. I feel better just talking to him, but when i don't get a response...Chloe, Robyn, Kelsie, Chelsea, Anna and Becca saw what happened at band camp. I was just...pissed/scared. When I don't get a response, I get worried. I worry that I've done something wrong. But anyways.
Band camp. That was fun except that I broke down on Thursday. During the Presto of Mvmt. 3 of Suite on Canadian Folk Songs, that was just too much noise. I had to get out of there. I felt like I had my concussion again. Then, just add onto that, everything comes pouring out. My worry with Grant, stuff that had happened at camp, not talking to Sean, The Ex-Keepers, my odd feeling of loneliness/forboding...i just cried my eyes out for a little while. It felt good by the end.
In much more recent news, Amanda Arthur's back at Aberhart. Which means, we're going to fall apart. Again. Dammit. We try to be Swiss, but it's difficult. Anna and Becca have already indicated that they're leaning towards Amanda, and I've proven that Chelsea's got more of my loyalty. Aidan, smart boy, is staying as out of it as he can. But it's not just our group. It's the entire band too. We're going to get a picolo back, and she's going to go prima donna on the rest of us. Oh well. We'll see what happens.
I saw Across the Universe on Saturday. It was SO AMAZING. I totally want to see it again, soon. It was just...wow. And I met some crazy cool people, Josi and Daniel. We had good times. =)
That's all I really have to say for now. I'll try to update at least once a week. We'll see. No Quotes for now, mainly because I only decided to blog about ten minutes ago. =) Ciao.

Insulting your captor is not wise.

I had to, I just had to. Anyways,

Current Mood - rather happy

Current Music - none

I've not got a lot to update. Thursday I went to Alyssa's for a Keepers get together. We had fun, and I laughed very hard when Sean was getting attacked by mosquitos. =)

Hm, yesterday was very slack. I cleaned most of the morning, then Kelsey, Nils and i went to the mall, as we all needed new flips flops. I ended up getting wonderful purple flip flops, and Franz Ferdinand, and two t-shirts, all of which I adore. FRANZ FERDINAND!! i've never actually owned their first album, but i've borrowed it, and I adoree it. Better than their second one i think. =) So I'm very happy about that.

HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX COMES OUT IN 10 DAYS!!! I sooooo can't wait. Apparently, I'm going with Daniel, Amanda, and a friend of Manda and Dan's. It'll be fun, we're all going to dress up. =) Oh man, this is gonna be a great month. OOTP, and HP and the Deathly Hallows, Stampede, Nils going home. I know that sounds harsh, but I'm kinda happy Nils is finally going home. I've lived with him for 6 months, and we get on each other's nerves. He's the oldest in his family, and he's used to being the wise one, the one everyone goes to for help. But, we don't need that here. He's tried to give me advice about stuff I've been using long before he was here. Once, a program wasn't starting, but it was late, and I didn't need it, so I turned off the computer. Well, I attempted to. I'd clicked the icon so many times, about 16 i think, that the computer had to end the program 16 times before it could turn off. So, it came up with the box with the loading bar that said, "Ending Program, or click 'End Now' " So, I waited, for about two boxes to run their course, then I started clicking "End Now" every time it came up. Nils saw me doing this, and told me to just let it end. I didn't listen, because I knew what i was doing. When I clicked "End Now" he had a huge freak-out. It annoys me so much when he thinks he's right, when really, he's not. I know more about here in Canada than he does, and I can easily do things the way I want or the way I know. He insists we do it his way. I hardly listen anymore, because it's just plain pointless. I know what I'm doing, and he doesn't understand that he's not the wisest one here. Maybe I could be a little less stuck up, but he could stop trying to be my older brother too.

Wow, my blog is posting with double-sapces. That's really annoying. It irks me.

Anyways, that's my rant for today. Hope y'all had fun. =)

No Quotes, but I will add this new one I've been meaning to put up:

Things that make my day:

Franz Ferdinand's first album.

yay for fat duck/hippos and robots!!!

Current Mood - Exhausted, sick of life!!!
Current Music - None

I'm friggin sick of soccer. Last week, on monday, i had a practice, wednesday was an extra practice with Nils's team, thursday and friday I reffed for MSB, saturday and monday this week were my games, and sunday I played up with Nils's team. Yesterday and today, I was reffing, yesterday for NCU, today for MSB. Yesterday I went to the zoo for about 5 hours, and today I went to Heritage Park for about 3 hours.
I hated my home coach yesterday. Tori (a carded referee) was my linesperson, and she was great, flagging the offside positions just like i asked her to. When I actually called the offside, the coach would freak out at me. (U12 Boys) At halftime, he came to me with some story about how his players are in their half, and are just running around, and when they get the ball, I think they're offside. BLOODY HELL, NO!!!! I mean, players are fast, but NO PLAYER IS FASTER THAN THE BALL!!!! Fuck him...seriously, people ACTUALLY don't want to ref his games because he's such a jerk.
Anyways, i took Nils to the zoo yesterday. Kelsey met us later, after her exam, and Grant joined us too. =) It was going around the zoo. We really had a good time.
today, we went to Heritage Park. Mitchell, james and Dessi came as well, and we had a really good time. Chloe was supposed to come, but unfortunately couldn't. =( Oh well. We had fun, even when Kelsey and Des were being idiots, and putting pennies on the track. Ooh, Sean's going to work there later this summer. =) Can't wait.
After Heritage, I went and AR'd a couple games for Murray. They were great, a U14 Boys and A U16 Boys. I really enjoyed running the lines, and the second half coach was great, so good about keeping his bench in line. =) Makes my job easier. And Murray's just a great ref, I really like working with him.
Henry came over on Monday too. That was fun, we played Wii. Wario Ware is sooooo much fun. =) It was good times. We ate an entire bag of chips, and drank two litres of Kool-Aid, aka sugar water in about two hours, by ourselves. =) I love days like that. That was my mini Stetsons tour celebration, which probably would have been larger, had I still been dating someone in Stetsons. =P But it's cool. You guys should be on the road now, poor kids. According to Kelsie, you were supposed to leave at 1, but left around 3:30 because a bus broke down. =( Oh well. Have fun, and be amazingnessly awesome!! I love you all! =) <3
Well, now, I'm done. Really? Mostly. Oh well. Wow, talking to yourself Haley? Yep! =P

Quotes:
*whistles* "Sorry Red, we didn't realize..." *thinks, "Yes Haley, you and your multiple personalities didn't realize they were subbing"* - Haley + Haley's inner voices.

"Automatic doors make me feel like a Jedi. That's why I joined the Facegroup Book!" (Grant)
"You know what you just said?" (Haley)
"Facebook group?" (Grant)
"No..."(Haley)
"Dammit not again!!!" (Grant) - Grant and Haley at the zoo

"I could run a hundred laps." (Kelsey)
"Not if you're a fat little duck/hippo" (Alec)
"But I'm cute though!" (Kelsey) - Kelsey and Alec playing Wii

Everyone's got something to hide except me and my monkey

Current Mood - Strangely happy and midly tired
Current Music - The Beatles - The Beatles

Well, what has happened in the past few days? Hmm, well I suppose the most major thing is Tim breaking up with me. I'm surprisingly not hurting as much really. Sunday was crappy for me, then, Monday rolled around, and I guess I just got up saying, "Okay Haley, Let's start the week fresh." So, if you're reading this, I'm okay.
Other than that...Science reviews every day this week except Thursday and Friday. The exam is tomorrow, so I guess that makes sense...=P Anyways, I think I've discovered that every Science 10 teacher in the school was better than mine. Can't believe my parents perposefully organized my schedule so I could get her.
In other news, I've been listening to Gustav Mahler non-stop for the past few dys. It's kind of funny, because his moody, depressing music is actually helping me feel better. I've got it momorized, which i don't think is a good thing. =P I'm quite happy sitting on the bus listening to it, while all the annoying Junior High kids get on and create a rucus.
Wow, I'm actually out of things to say. =P No quotes even!

But I do have a picture for y'all. =D

Random musings.

Cheers to it all, I hope you had fun. Running around, you ruined my life hun. The secrets kept so dark, can't believe I escapred with hardly a mark. The things I found out as the end of the year...A story so deep, I'd long to hear. Because we were quiet, because we were friends. This is our secret, until the world ends. I'll run with you, toward you, away from you, I'll never run from your words. The words that are written, so firmly in pen, that worry me, scare me, but are done. What's to be said about them, who I am in your eyes, I couldn't think you'd be the right one, the perfect one. I'd give you a chance, if there was no other, But the other is so mimportant, you might not understand it. Look kid, I'm sure you think I mean lots. I'm not too sure, your stories are wild, do I really want to be part of that? I think not my friend.

i'm allowed to think about him
right?
or am i horribly wrong
to think
but thoughts aren't forbidden
not here
not now
but thoughts are so dangerous
like the way they feel
a danger to them...
something they should never feel
simple words for complicated feelings
thought that betray us
thoughts that destory us
though of love, thoughts of death
all that consumes my thoughts
is him, but is that wrong?
it can't be wrong to feel the way i do
because of what he does, so important
So...

These are random musings I wrote, when I should have been focusing. =P Hope you liked them.

Gonna make you sweat, gonna make you groove

Current Mood - Tired, fairly happy, still a little dreamy
Current Music - Wolfmother

Not much has really happened, I just felt like blogging. Today started off rather odd, with my mother calling my cell while I was half-asleep. She and Kelsey had left for Medicine Hat, and Nils was on the phone. So, call Haley's cell phone! *rolls eyes* At least they got through...Anyways, because of the major rain, Nils's game was cancelled, which means although I was ready to play up (for the second time in two days; different teams) I didn't have to. Which meant that I had to study Science for an hour. Uggh...
After that, my dad and I went out ot take the recyling away, and went on some errands. That was kind of important to me, cause I don't spend so much time alone with my dad, and I love drvinig him, listening to Q107. We got some rather yummy lunch, and saw na old teammate of mine, Jeremy. Man, that kid has changed...Well, nothing of importance happened really.
Driving home, they played Led Zepplin's Black Dog, which is one of my favourites by them. (yes, it's my title) For a moment, I lost my mind and thought the lyrics went, "Gonna make you sweat, gonna make you brood" Rather odd to think of that, but then again, my head's not always been in the present lately. Damn, why did I think of Tim when I heard that?
Anyways, we're heading out my brother's play tonight, should be fun. And if anyone wants to hang out some time soon, please tell me!! I'm going to die of boredrom if I don't get out of my house every now and then.
Oh, completely forgot!! When my parents went out on Thursday, they went to a party for my uncle's party. Long story short, 54-40 were playing, and Dad got me Matt Johnson(The drummer) 's autograph!! AND JAMIE MCLEAN AND RHETT WARNER'S!!!!! I was sooooooo happy, and still am. I really like 54-40 and I love the Flames!!! Anyhoo, that's just some randomness for ya. =D je t'en manque mon petit

Two Hornpipes

Current Mood - Dreamy, tired
Current Music - None, listening to POTC 2 playing behind me


Ahh, I'm sooo beat...In the past 36 hours, I've written three exams, spent far too much time on Calgary Transit, and gotten 6 hours of sleep. However, I did go and see Pirates of the Caribbean 3. =D
Yesterday, I had my piano exam at 11:25. I did kind of badly on the technique, i forgot the difference between a harmonic minor and a melodic minor. But other than that, I did fairly well. Then, I wrote my final social exam. FUN! not. At least I made it through. After that , I spent 40 mins in the Brentwood train station waiting for Alec and Nils so we could go to Chinook and see POTC 3. About 30mins on the train, then finally at Chinook, by which time I was starving. Mmh, far too much fast food in the past four days...ugh...Anyways, we met up with Tim, and the four of us went and saw Pirates. It's officially my favourite movie, just because of seeing it yesterday! ilu so much Tim <3
Today, I had to write my French Reading comprehension. Again, not too bad, but I think I was a little distracted...TIM!
I've really nothing more to say, except for the fact that I did more stuff. =) Essentially, today has been one long attempt to focus for me. Again, Tim.
I don't even have quotes!
Wait...

Quotes:
Nobody move...I've dropped my brain - Cap'n Jack!

You make me feel like I'm bigger than who I am

Current Mood - A little nervous, sad, happy, calm
Current Music - Art of Listening - Tom Cochrane
Hello Goodbye - The Beatles
Who's that Girl? - Hilary Duff
Come Together - The Beatles


Well, classes are officially over. I'm not sure if I'm happy about that, most of my friends are people I see at school, but don't hang out with otherwise. I mean, I'm glad it's summer, and it means I'll be able to hang out, see some friends who live in the south, get a tan. =P But then again, school's just such a big part of my life.
Anyways, on Sunday I went to Jubilations Dinner theatre with Daniel, and saw Magical Mystery Tour: Songs of the Beatles. it was a combo, Monty Python and the Holy Grail/Beatles. I loved it, and knew pretty much all of the songs, with one or two exceptions. Dan and I even got called onstage!! They were singing "Come Together" during intermission, and I was grooving in my seat and singing along, so they came over and were like, "You're singing along, you go up with Lancelot!" I just had so much fun!
Saturday was the BP tournament. Ugggh...Damn you Westmount...But not actually. Keenan and I did terribly in the first round, gave no POIs, and were up against three senior teams. Second round, we ended up on prop side with Sean and Lyndsey(hope I spelt that right). We were lucky, because although they were a better team, they managed to keep us relevant in the debate! Third round was odd, we were in a room full of Abe debaters, like literally, we were all from Abe. Mariam and Gareth actually debated in the that round. The were 1st prop, and had no idea what they were doing. Everyone helped as best they could, but it was a debate of three teams. Fourth was okay, we ended up on opp with Kurt and Stephen. Apparently we did badly, but there was one guy in the prop side who just plain pissed us off, he took almost no POIs, and have so many, and was obviously pissed when we waved him down. all in all a tournament I think.
I played my first game of the playoff round last night. So much fun, and we won 2-0. I played goal first half, and i pretty much sat down twice. That's how good we were playing. I was a lazy player on Mid, but I actually got two scroing chances, which i screwed up. Sent them right at the goalie...
Anyways, exam break! yay, not. I have to go in almost everyday for Science tutorials. It's not too bad, i'll probably meet Paw for Wendy's most days. =P And plus my piano exam is tomorrow, as is my social exam. FLA is on friday, and Science is next Thursday. busy, busy...
On an amazing happy note, all my friends made it into Stampede! YAY!! Tim, Chelsea, Kelsie, Niel, Lauren, Moni, Braydon, Henry, Adam... YAY!!! I'm soo happy for y'all.

Quotes:

"The only case they brought was their second speaker!" - David Miko in finals, talking about prop's case or Kees...or lack thereof.

"You guys finish your game of SPIT(*slaps hand on air, as though slapping the table*) and we'll be right back!" - Rebekah

When the rich wage war, it's the poor who die

Current Mood - Excited, hungry(?), ready to leave
Current Music - Linkin Park's Minutes to Midnight and Pirates of the Carribbean 2

I really don't have a lot to say, it's just that I need something to do other than Science review. I've been having odd mood swings lately, like one moment I'll be so happy, and ecstatic, then suddenly, I'm depressed and emo. I don't think it helps that I'm home alone right now. The music that yesterday made me so happy, and wanting to just get out and run, is making me cry today.
Chloe and I had a very interesting conversation yesterday. We started off by discussing Panic! at the Disco, then somehow we were talking about classical composers wearing guy liner. Ew, much?
My entire family has soccer games today, Kelsey's at hers right now, I'm on the same field right after her, then Nils has a game that I might be playing up for. And I might play up for his team tomorrow too!! I'd love that, I miss playing Boys so much. It's a different game than Girls, and much more suited to my style, my style being very technical. I'm like Ronaldinho playing in the English Premiership rather than in the Spanish Liga. Ask me if you want that to make sense. =)
People, aka Sean, have stopped guessing my titles. =( It makes me sad, cause that's one thing I look forward to, is when you get it, then you try to figure out why I'd put it there.
I'm so frustrated, I'm not going to see most of my friends until like, the end of July. Far too many are in Stetsons, which means they have preformances every second weekend, and every weekend they don't have preformance, they have band camp. Plus, they go on Tour at the end of June, and get back the day before Stampede. So pretty much, I'll get to chill with them in August, except for the fact that I'll be taking one week to travel with my family, then my summer drama camp(hopefully!) So, essentially, I'll see you guys in September! =P Dammit Tim, why did you ask me out in spring?

Quotes:
"HAHAHAcould you just imagine it? oh! Shostakovich with guy liner!! he'd be so much more emo." - Chloe

I dreamed I was missing

Current Mood - Tired, happy
Current Music - The Kraken - POTC 2
Bleed it out - Linkin Park
He's a Pirate - POTC 1
Jack Sparrow - POTC 2
No More Sorrow - Linkin Park

Well, I rode my bike to school today. I have to say, that was possibly the best way I could've started my day. I've been listening to the POTC soundtracks almost non-stop, and today was no exception. The Kraken is officially my workout theme, for those of you who understand, it simply exudes confidence and power. Plus, it's fun to think about parts of the movie while riding along, and seeing if I can pedal in time. =P
We had a drill evacuation today, which was pretty much just a waste of time. We walked out to the field, I stood with my friends for 5 minutes, and walked back in. We wasted my Science class that I didn't really need. Final Petit Prince test in FLA which I breezed through, and spent pretty much the rest of the class listening to POTC2. =D I love that soundtrack again.
I love how slack today was. I got out of half of gym cause I felt dizzy, and Social consisted of faking working for about 20mins, while playing cards the entire class. David and Alyssa M both came and asked us if we had any extra packs of cards. They really should come to class prepared! =P
Summer is truly nearly here, I got my first ice cream of the season from Coffee and Scream, Stetsons is busy every weekend, soccer's getting into full swing, and I have bug bites all over my legs. Oh, and if anyone wants to get together next week, Friday the 8th, please tell me. I think I'm going to LaserQuest, my sister is having a surprise party with all her grade 8, 13-year-old friends, and I'm getting out of the house. Nils wants to crash the party, and I don't care if he does, but there is NO WAY I would stay in the house during that.
On a completely unrelated topic, my mom brought home some educational videos about Canada the other day. One is called, "Flanders Field: Canada before during and after WW I" or something like that, and the other is called "A literary Atlas of Canada". If those don't scream "Haley", I don't know what does! Well, maybe Tim. =P
On another unrelated topic, my freckles have officially exploded. My face is completely covered in 'em. That's what I get for being ouside I suppose...Not that I mind. Not only am I freckly, I'm also tanned! Luckily, not a soccer tan, which means only my knees get tanned, cause of shinpads and shorts.
Anyways, I've bored you all long enough, ttfn! Love you baby (K)

Quotes:
"Imperfection is fun!" - Haley
"Why are you all coming? Is it cause I'm so good-looking?" (Spencer)
"(slightly sarcastically) Oh, of course Spencer! You're so good-looking, everyone comes!" (Haley)
"So, because I'm so good-looking, everyone cums?" (Spencer)
*Rolling eyes and sighing* - Haley and Spencer

Runaway love

Current Mood: Undecided...
Current Music: Pirates of the Carribbean Sountracks, 1&2

Well, I saw Pirates yesterday...YAY!! So fun, it was a day off, so about 12 of us decided to go for Chinese and go see Pirates!! I won't spoil it, but yeah, pretty much loved it, and I will absolutely go see it again with anyone!!! Must get the soundtrack to round out my collection...
Anyways, I had soccer on Tuesday, which ended rather badly, because i played my former team and coach, and the referee was an absolute ass!!! He gave us NO CALLS FOR THE WHOLE GAME!! You can't tell me that the other team didn't do anything wrong THE ENTIRE GAME!!! Fcuk, I hate that ref...He thought obsruction is no longer in the rulebook!! WHAT RULEBOOK IS HE WORKING OUT OF???????
Sorry, little spazzy, but I really didn't like him, and I wasn't the only one... we lost, 1-0 anyways.
Afterwards, while talking to Tim on the phone, he suggests that I should go to the Stetsons rehearsal on Wednesday, because i have Thursday off. (Yes, two days in a row, I know you're all jealous...well, those of you who don't go to Abe...) Uhm, okay, interesting idea...maybe, I say, and my mom as well. In the end, Nils had a soccer game nearby, and my mom dropped me off, then picked me up most of the way through the rehearsal. I have to say though, Timmy, that was the most absurd suggestion ever. Anyone in band knows that inviting someone to a rehearsal means they'll be sitting there, just listening and watching. And considering I had to leave halfway through Mass Band, there really wasn't anything of interest to watch, except the Colour Guard, but still, I sat for nearly two hours without speaking! Plus, I've seen the show. I mean, I liked freaking out all my CSSB friends by randomly showing up, but still. I highly doubt I will be doing that again.
I've now uploaded all of Round-Up's field show from Music n' Motion onto YouTube. My account is CSSBgroupie, I think it'd be easier for you all to find them that way. I'm working on getting Stetsons' up, but it's really long and slow, so I might not have them done today...we'll see...
I really should be doing my Social homework, but I've completely forgotten how to write a business letter in French. Something about, you can't address the person, you have to say like Cher Monsieur ou Madame...I think...Don't know, don't care. I'll do it tomorrow, before school, frantically asking everyone, "How the hell do I do this????" =P
It's funny, in the past two/three weeks, I've changed a lot, and if I can notice it...I know that my relationship with Henry has changed, we're actually on speaking terms, and I think he's getting the fact that I have the same friends as him. Going to the movie with him and everyone else yesterday, and last week when Chelsea had my MnM ticket, and she wasn't there, I realized that he knows, and I need to stop. Just, stop. I think I'm finally over him. I know most people think that's an odd thing to say, but it's true. Ask me if you want the whole story. Anyways, I'm done fighting him, and I'm ready to be his friend again.
It's funny, almost ten times today, tears have come to my eyes. And everytime, they were for boys. Stupid boys =P. I keep wondering, and asking myself, am I really different. And really, I know I am. But, it's hard when each day, I wonder, am I going to call him, or what? I hate to, because I don't want to be the girl who needs attention constantly, but on the other hand, I hate going a whole without communicating with him in any way shape or form. Oh, and there is the fact that I think he keeps a) forgetting his cell phone or 2. forgetting to turn it off Silent after band. But, i can't help but wonder...I met his friends on Sunday, hardly though. And I apparently am such an outsider that I don't the respect of my name. I understand he's had a lot of "girl toys" but at least call me my name, all I want to be known for who I am, not for who I'm associated with.
Final thoughts, I officially have no sympathy for Marching Geeks. I saw your guys' warm-up, running suicides, and jumping jacks, and i watched y'all march, slides, forwards/backwards etc. but still. I have no sympathy when you guys walk out panting. Soccer players run before practice, during practice and after practice. We run before a game, during a game, and usually after a game. You guys march quickly, slowly, moderato (hehe =P). We run. Jogging to start, but then my warm-up goes into a fast skip, which includes various arm movement, and then a shuffle. Sprint to the end line and back, carry the ball, fight for the ball, run afterwards. We run insane suicides after practice. Guard would maybe be the only ones I could relate this exercise regime to, because they move faster and a bit more than others. I know soccer and marching are taxing, physically and mentally, marching maybe more mentally than soccer, but still, we work really hard, and we go for a bit longer than y'all. I've played 90 minutes straight, whereas your longest parade maybe goes for a couple hours, with a few breaks, because someone up ahead was being slow. Anyways, this is just me ranting, you've no need to debate this.

Quotes:

"Four of you have tried to kill me. One of you suceeded."
"My peanut." - Jack Sparrow

(My grandmother walking out the front door, looks down at the step) "Hey, there's three pennies here, they're yours!" - Grandma. I love her so much.

Give me a shoulder to cry on, when I need it.

Current Mood: Exhausted emotionally, tired, depressed, unhappy.

Well, I'm writing this at school, mainly cause this is the only time I'll be able to.
So, on Saturday, my soccer team won our first game. Yay!! We won it 3-0, which is really good, and Brittani (the other goalkeeper) saved a penalty!! That is excellent, because keepers aren't expectedto save penalty shots.
After soccer, I had my end-of-the-year piano recital. All went farily well, except in my first piece, Sonatina by Thomas Attwood. I've been trying to memorize it, and during the recital, I forgot the middle section. However, being trained not to stop, I paused only a moment, and skippeda couple bars in order to keep the piece going.
Yesterday, I went to Music n' Motion, and I have decided that I am going to make this an annual thing, whether I go alone, with friends, whatever. I'll go until I die. And even then I'm going to tell God to let me come down just to watch that. =) I chilled with Grant during intermission, which was cool, and he owes me three bucks. So does Tony, casue I bought them drinks. Chelsea pretty much attacked me during intermission, as did Tony. I did get to sort of meet Braydon and Moni, which was nice...however, it was very short considering Grant was in line for drinks for me. After intermiss, I went and sat behind Stetsons, and pretty much talked with the Tony the whole time. The bands were great though, and I filmed Round-Up and Stetsons, so if you guys want to see the recordings, just let me know! =) Unfortunately, I didn't really get to talk to Tim. =(
I've been really exhausted lately, and it's not fun. I'm trying to hide that fact from my parents, and it's getting harder and harder. Plus, they're more likely to kcik me off the phone now. They should just let me back on the computer, then they wouldn't have that problem.
Kelsey was just dumped. I know no one cares, but, it's been hard for her. C'mon guys, most of you remember when your first relationship fell apart.
Friday was the 30th anniversary of the release of the first Star Wars. My dad remembers what theatre he it at. That theatre is gone now. Anyways, Nils and I celebrated by having a weekend-long Star Wars marathon. We were up till at 12:30 two nights in a row. Fortunately, we finished by about 8pm on Sunday, which meant we could go to bed.
Speaking of sleep, I think my life has gotten so crazy and drama-filled, that it's actually affecting my sleep. I woke up at least once and hour over the weekend, and it's really not good when I'm trying to hide most of my exhaustion from my parents.
Anyways, I think I've ranted and bored you all enough, so I'll leave until the next time I can get onto a computer.

Quotes:

"Out of the three of us, Tim's the one who wants it the most, and he's the one who will get it the least. " - Moni, how true...

"M. Porier thinks that Haley is dating either Keenan or me!" - Kurt

"Ms. Ng apparently thinks that we're dating." - Spencer, considering he can't even spell my name...

Yay, 30th post!!

I'm just so sick
Of the hurt, the lies and the pain
Leave me be
Let well enough alone

We're alone
But together
And I'm tired of
You never getting it

Please, Please
Don't walk away
But I think I need you gone
Stay, leave, wait

Don't let me think I've lost
I'm ready for you
to tell me the truth
Be real, please

Because if you're not
I'll be broken
Not damaged, but broken
Worse than ever been seen

You're not yet my world
And I can't make you be
All I ask is for you to grow up
I need you here

But how can you be here when
I know you don't even want me
You're just playing with me
Messing with who I am

Because I've pretended for you
And dreamed for you
I changed for you
And only you
I love you Tim.
I'll never forget
What this was
But never will I linger
On what is wasn't
I love you Sean.
Run away with me
Because I'm alone
And I'll never know anything else
If we don't have faith
I love you all. Don't think this means anything, cause I'm not sure if it does.

Children's Hospital...again.

today I got a concussion.
Fun, I know. I'll give everyone the whole story soon enough. I'm sorry, I'm still a little brain-dead, but just know that at the worst point, i thought the alphabet ended at V. And, when attempting to text Keenan, I spelt "hospital" 'hiosipal'.
Give me a call guys, it'll really help. I love you Tim
Even worse, Sean's at RYLA. =(

Sorry y'all.

hey guys, expect the posts to be few and far between for the next couple weeks. I'll explain to those that want to know.

Come and keep your comrade warm

Current Mood - Relaxed
Current Music - The Long and Winding Road - The Beatles
Underwater March - Pirates of the Carribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
Right here, Right now - Fatboy Slim
A Hard Day's Night - The Beatles
Get Back - The Beatles LOVE
Opening Theme - Yutaka Minobe & Takayuki Maeda
What's Your Name? - Lynyrd Skynyrd
Get Down(You're the one for me) - Backstreet Boys

Well, Sunday was actually a very nice day. I reffed a game at 12pm, then pretty much came home and helped make dinner,cause my entire immeadiate family and Mat and Tara's girlfriend and boyfriend respectively, were coming for dinner. We played a lot of family Wii, which was really nice. And everyone taunted me for talking to Tim, even though M&T's gf/bfs were there... :/
Today was a nice school day, Science was a very relaxed class. I was allowed to leave early, because my FLA class went to La Rouge restaurant for lunch. Wow, was that some amazing food. There was a great mushroom and garlic soup to start, followed by a choice of either salmon or chicken ravioli. I had salmon, and Hannah had chicken, so we shared. They were both very good, although I think I prefered the chicken. Dessert was a brownie was butterscotch sauce and rasberries, ice cream, a gooseberry and half a strawberry. It was sooooo good. Unfortunately, Meagan got a little hyper from the Sprite and dessert. It was rather funny. Leslie, Hannah and I all entered the band room at the same time, and that was the exact moment that Paddock was giving a huge lecture. Apparently, Sam had his headphones in, and was listening to them during the pieces, and at a pause, everyone could hear them.
Social was funny, we watched a video with some frighteningly funny pictures, music and cartoons. Plus, when she turned out the lights, Henry's sunburns started glowing.
Soccer practice was actually really relaxing, even though I was unhppy with my dad for the way he was making me work, but really, it was a good practice.

Quotes:
"You can't disturb someone who's already disturbed." - Ms. Ng, my science teacher

"The middle being a vampire, I mean elevator." - Spencer

"Thorncliffe, or-" (Spencer)
"-Genius?" (Haley and Spencer)
I love you Tim.
Cheers y'all.

The IV and, your hospital bed...

Current Mood - Happy, puzzled, slightly and awkwardly injured.
Current Music - Camisado - Panic! At The Disco

So, yesterday was quite a nice day. We started Bio in Science, and I don't terribly mind it, however, I'm perfectly content with just taking Sci 20/30 in the next two years.
Kelsey went to a movie with her friends and Guddu, and Nils decided he wanted to go to a movie too. So, that meant I had to find someone to go to a movie in about 30 mins. Luckily, Alec, our nieghbor was able to go, but unfortunately, we arrived too late to get tickets to Wild Hogs, and got tickets to the Invisble instead. One thing I didn't realize was, that was the movie Kelsey was going to see. I would not have suggested it had I known. Anyways, the movie was great, but I'm not allowed to talk about it, thanks to Sean.
When I got home last night, I checked my email, and found out that my ref gig at 9:00am tomorrow was cancelled. That was nice, so it meant that i didn't have to be reffing soccer at 9am on a Saturday. However, my mother wanted me to check at *:50 this morning, just ot be sure that my game was cancelled. I checked again, and insisted it was. Stupid smart referees, one's injured and sent me his assignment for 10am. Fun, fun. All went well, other than the fact that the field was soaked/muddy.
After that, I somehow managed to take a 2-hour nap, and managed to get most of my nesscessary tasks done. I went to Sean's house at 7, which, undoubtly, was a good time. We watched Boston Legal, which is like, the best law show on television, EVER!! I love you Alan Shore... but not as much as I love Tim. Our passion creshendo'd more then Bolero..<3

Quotes:
"Hate all fake blondes unless they do something useful." - Me
"Caligraphy, like wierd pictures and shit-like what the Egyptians did!" - Chad, one of Sean's *ahem* less gifted classmates.
Wow, I honestly had so many, but I've forgotten them now.

Love is officially blinding.

Current Mood - ECSTATIC!
Current Music - There's a reason these tables have numbers honey, you just haven't thought of it yet - Panic! at the Disco

So today, Amanda, Cheylina, Katelyn and I all brought our Gameboys to school, and all our Pokemon games, cause we saw a guy on the bus yesterday with a Gameboy colour. I brought my Colour and Pocket, Manda brought her Colour Pikachu Edition(!), Chey brought her SP and Dolg(gold-I spelt that backwards completely by accident, I didn't want to delete it)Pokemon game, and Katie brought her SP and i think Red. I brought my Yellow, and Manda brought her Yellow and Silver.
Gym class was okay, considering we had to run to Foothills pool to the tennis courts. Then, after about twenty minutes, we had to leave cause it started raining. Then we played dodgeball for about an hour.
Social was...interesting to say the least. First, we had a unit test, with a sub. When we finished (by we I mean Rylann, Koos and I) after 20 minutes, we asked to go to the library. However the library was full( NO space anywhere, not a computer or table) so we went to the cafeteria. We finished everything we could on our project, and then just pretty much took a spare. I played Gameboy, and Ry watched me, Koos left to get some food, and Henry joined us part way through. That was the best peroid I've ever had.
So lunch was pretty wicked too, mostly Kurt, Keenan, Allen and I chilled in the debate room.
Nothing terribly exciting in FLA, but in Science, when I was finished my test, my mother called me. On my cell phone. So, I went to Ms. Ng, and asked if I could use her phone. She asked me why, and I told her that my mother just called me. She rolled her eyes and consented.
So after school, it was snowing like heck. Fortunately, Kelsie offered me a ride home, so I didn't have to walk through it. When I got home, I was pretty happy when Kelsey told me to call Tim. Phone conversations are my favourite kind, except for face-to-face.
Tonight, about an hour before my soccer reffing gig started, I checked my email, and discovered the game was cancelled. YAY!!! I'm pretty happy about that.
I realized today during gym that I used to date one of THE least-athletic people in my school. No hand-eye coordination to speak of. Not that I'm trying to be mean, but it's true. Sorry G-Unit.
During FLA today, I scratched my chin, and it began bleeding like there was no tomorrow. I managed to stop the bleeding fortunately. Then, tonight, I scratched my chest, and began bleeding like there was no tomorrow. So, I've decided that my body thinks there is too much blood in my system, and needed to get it out.
Missing Tim and Sean like there's no tomorrow y'all.
Quotes:
"It's raining men! Halljuia!" - Haley and Rylann

"It's raining man juice?" - Catherine Willows

"You know Venus was the Goddess of..." (Rylann)
"Love? Yeah" (Haley)
"And..." (Rylann)
*giggles* - Haley and Rylann

"I'm your Venus, I'm your fire!" - Rylann

"Nothing broke, nothing spilled, there was just some glass on glass action" - Haley
Wow, I didn't realize how dirty that sounded.

"That's a really pretty necklace." - Tim
I know, it's a little old, and really, it's the way he said it that makes it a quote. It just came into my mind suddenly today.
<3 Timmy...

Soccer, I love you.

I had a great after-practice session by myself today. I worked so hard, on the things i need. And yay for doing extra training after practice. Especially in front of the U18 boys. Cause i was playing their caliber. And I'm all 'haha, it'd be funny...if one of them hit on me...'cause they'd never succeed.'
ah, this was a great night.